Kitobdan iqtiboslar  Crime and Punishment. Illustrated edition

why had he not killed himself? Why had he stood looking at the river and preferred to confess? Was the desire to live so strong and was it so hard to overcome it?
2 kishiga yoqdi
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poverty is not a vice, that’s a true saying. Yet I know too that drunkenness is not a virtue, and that that’s even truer. But beggary, honoured sir, beggary is a vice. In poverty you may still retain your innate nobility of soul, but in beggary — never — no one. For beggary a man is not chased out of human society with a stick, he is swept out with a broom, so as to make it as humiliating as possible; and quite right, too, forasmuch as in beggary I am ready to be the first to humiliate myself. Hence the pot — house!
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scowl and feel ashamed
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whether I am a trembling creature or whether I have the right…“
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whether I am a trembling creature or whether I have the right…“
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whether I am a trembling creature or whether I have the right…“
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And it’s a hard thing to pass everything by all one’s life, to turn one’s back upon everything, to forget one’s mother and decorously accept the insults inflicted on one’s sister. Why should one? When one has buried them to burden oneself with others — wife and children — and to leave them again without a farthing? So I resolved to gain possession of the old woman’s money and to use it for my first years without worrying my mother, to keep myself at the university and for a little while after leaving it — and to do this all on a broad, thorough scale, so as to build up a completely new career and enter upon a new life of independence… Well… that’s all… Well, of course in killing the old woman I did wrong… Well, that’s enough.“
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Did I murder the old woman? I murdered myself, not her
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So probably men led to execution clutch mentally at every object that meets them on the way
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frightened by their being alone
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